been having conversations that require lots (ok lar, a little) of thinking. requires the mind. and yah need to think and think and think.

sometimes thinking too much isnt good.
because it will lead to reflection.
reflecting has the + and - points. what say you?

i just uploaded a month's worth of pictures from my phone.
not like it really matters.

anyway, back to reflection.
reflecting can either make you feel good about yourself, or make you feel like crap. make you feel like you're almost nothing. make you feel worthless.

my stomach feels weird. i think it was the steamboat we had for dinner. the mixture of the spicy soup, chicken soup, mushrooms, uncooked chicken, beef, cuttlefish, beer, barley and cake. aghhh. and then you wonder why im always whining about being fat. if you continue to eat so much..... how to lose weight daphne? but i had a reason today. it was a b's bday celebration.

at times, escapism seems like the best solution.
ignore ignore ignore. best solution out isnt it?
but then at the end of the day, the truth/fact that you're unwilling to come to terms with will hit you hard. like whambangpooshboooshcrash. so i guess escaping isnt such a good solution after all huh?

i was thinking, whats the point of shopping? whats the point of owning the cute lil bag at the shop window, or the nice pair of shoes? what does it all boil down to at the end of the day? are we gonna be judged in heaven by whatever material stuff we own on earth? do you think one can get like priority entry to heaven just cos he/she owns the latest s/s06 lv bag?

i read a very interesting book today. it has alot of statements in it that will make you think. actually its quite witty.

they say the love you receive on earth.. is only an advert for the love you'll receive in heaven. quite cool huh?

who are you accountable to?
the reason why a person will actually NOT do something.. or DO something.. is becos in everything that you do.. there are consequences. and people that you have to be accountable to.